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The speaker introduces human design through generators and explains how aura shapes first encounters. He contrasts generator and projector energy fields and begins defining the projector's unique experience.
I have mentioned it a number of times in the last uh three or four years when I was first given the knowledge it seemed to me that uh if I focus my attention on generators they were the majoritythey're an energy type they can discover their strategy and Authority almost immediately that I assumed that the only way that I was going to be able to establish human design in the world was to be able to producea couple of awake generators um and as such I spent about 10 years um on the road trying to seduce as many generators as I could they really have pissed me off in my life but nonetheless I Iworked real hard at getting their attention and telling them this real easy thing that would transform their life and then I realized um it isn't working as fast as I thought so so maybe I should pay attention to
some of the others sort of I'm playing with you but nonetheless There's real truth in that um I find projectors to be as a manifestor both something that I am familiar with because we are nonacral and at thesame time they seem so deeply different and the great difference for me is that in the way in which I understand type is that I don't understand type from the body graph configuration I understand type through Aura Imean for me the aura represents the holistic energy field and it is that holistic energy field that allows you to interpret the force that you're meeting when I meet a generator I don't even meet the force I cansimply feel it coming around me it's like stepping into an embrace whenever I meet a generator this is the first impression that I have and that Embrace is never personal it's the most interesting thing about the generator Aura
is that it is this wonderful enveloping Aura but it's not personal they envelop the person behind them as much as they envelop the person in front of them which makes them by the way very vulnerable but you seewhen I meet a projector I meet somebody who's got a camera on me I'm suddenly very aware that there is another human being there I mean very aware I cannot avoid it as a matter of fact it isalmost almost because it's not really almost uncomfortable and it's almost uncomfortable because I'm a manifestor so I've got this repelling Aura and there's this thing trying to bang into me you know I've learned to live live with thegenerator field because it's not personal so I can just sort of move my way through that energy but you see the projector is the most personal being we have I mean there's nothing more personal than a projector you
see if you're a projector and you're in a room with two people you've already created an
enemy think about that because it's the Great projector truth you're a projector you're in a room with two people one of them is going to be very upset and they're going to be very upset because all you canever do is put your energy into one person at a time it's all you're capable of as a matter of fact while you're pointing all your energy at that one person the other person is thinking what a miserableperson that isthey totally ignored me see because when a generator is in a room with 78,000 people it's all okay everybody's happy with them you know they're part of the crowd but a gen a projector no no no no noone at a time and of course this is their power and at the same time this is what's so disturbing about them because you see most of the world is not projector 80% a little over five billion people
on the planet who are not projectors you know and the vast majority of those five billion are energy types and the projector seems to be some kind of bizar singularly focused parasite
I mean I know all of us who don't have a Sacro we're all parasites you know I understand that I mean we we live off the generator life you know this is us but you see with the projectorit's so one at a time see the projector Aura it it literally burls in and where it goes is that it's aimed right at your G Center you know I mean it's not like it's holding the gun inthe air you know it's pointing it right at you and it's not like it's ever going to take it away unless you leave that aura you can't the only people who really truly love projectors and I mean thisare people with undefinedthroats see people with undefined throats as not self all they ever want is to attract attention all they need is a projector and they feel absolutely fantastic this person is only thinking about me they're only focused on me
there's 8 million people in this room and they don't even see them they're only here from me people with undefined throats are suckers for projectors I mean they'll give you anything e literally for the attention I mean thenot self is rather sick thing after all but you see it is this power and then there's the Dilemma it is always a dilemma there's no energy I mean there's no energy they're a non-energy type projectors are anon-energy type see this week I'm talking about signatures signature is the kind of Holy Grail of type you know you get out of the you know the garbage can of not self theme you know the deep deep bitternessof the projector you know I'm bitter that the sun's not shining you know the bitterness that's there and at the other end of that that Holy Grail is success success see a a a generator can go from frustration
to satisfaction at the speed of life
This section explores why projectors are different, including their lack of energy, their focus on others, and their need for long-term mastery. The speaker emphasizes that success for projectors comes through understanding and recognizing the right people.
like that no projector gets success like that they're non-energy type it's not like they have the capacity inherent in themselves they don't they don't see the thing I like about projectors is that they are as ignorant of themselvesas manifestors like me see we don't care about ourselves we don't the last thing that a manifestor wants to know is how they work you know it's not interesting they want to know if they have impact on
someone see I've been watching projectors for years and I look at them and I think well what are they about what are they here for I mean what use do they have do they haveany you know I mean I look at it and I think you know generators are slaves and they work and they build all this stuff and manifestors pretend they used to run it you know and they're all busyin their energy I mean what is the projector here for towhine is this their movie oh it could have been so much better you know next life I what for and when I was given the knowledge they said you know manifestors are out and projectors are and I thoughtare you crazy I mean how do you change the hierarchy that way how do you put these people who don't know what they're doing who have no power and they're supposed to be at the top of the hierarchy
and US wonderful manifestors they put us out to pasture I'm pissed I don't get it see the world that we live in is a world for generators and projectors mean this is the most important relationship that exists onthe planet and it's a very odd one it is see projectors are so different you really are I mean this is the thing to understand about type type is deeper than race typer is deeper than any kind ofcultural difference I mean for me anything that's not a manifestor is alien it's alien it's another thing you know it's a thing whatever that is it's a construct that I may understand theoretically that I may have experience withphysically but I have no idea what it's like to be a generator or a projector or God forbid a reflector I have no idea you know I got enough trouble just living in the old manifestor game you know
and I look at projectors and I think wow are they different because they got another time frame entirely we don't work on the same time frame we actually don't even live in the same Maya it's different see everythingfor me everything for the generator is fast we are the fastest things you can imagine we're fast at fucking up we're fast at doing it right we're fast we are the energy beings you know driving the machine youknow the one with the mouse going around and around and around and round and round and around that's us and there's projectors looking for that oneg Center like the man with the plug in his hand looking for thesocket where is it you know where can I plug in and everybody's running around busy and the projector like where can I plug in and they were always at the bottom of the Heap
they were always at the bottom of the Heap because the one thing that really didn't matter was Intelligence see I'm sorry to say that when manifestors ruled the world most people were dumb you know it was pretty easyto drive the wheel we have a very different age it changed in 1781 we have a very very different age this cellular cycle that everybody learns about when they enter into Design This 7-year theme of the transformation ofyour vehicle cellularly that you get rid of the old information that you integrate the new information when you're looking at the life of a projector seven years Cycles are some of the deepest deepest deepest markers you can lookat I mean Jian offers a discount to projectors for a reasonbecause you see everything about that ability of the projector to focus its Aura on the other is that there is no other human being that truly can grasp who the other is this is the gift of projector see
the manifestor doesn't want to know about itself but wants to know about its impact the projector doesn't want to know about itself not interested it's interested in how everybody else else functions it's interested in being able to recognizewhat it needs to recognize in the other it's its gift but you see to master anything to master any system any system it takes seven years you go to South India and you want to study the Vina beautifulinstrument and you sit down with the master and you say to the master how long and the master will say 7 years to learn it's 7 years to master anything if you look at the traditional University Systems andthe way in which they're structured the way education is structured this seven years is imprinted into US it may mean something to all of us at the cellular level that we go through these Cycles but for the projector
this is the only path to success see success is something that is earned over time there is no such thing as overnight success not for a projector it is not possible it will take any projector when they enterinto a path of correctness it will take them at least s years to master the other because that's what they're here for see in the end when the hierarchy changed what is so important about the nature of thepotential of the projector is that in its Perfection it is able to recognize the potential of the other that's the gift to recognize the potential of the other and to be able to provide the other with Guidance withguidance in Jovian business Consulting it is uh taught clearly that the most important leader of any group theoretically and ideally should be a projector it is what they are about and you see projectors are not here to lead
which means that this is an entirely new role manifestors lead projectors cannot lead they do not have the power to lead they're a non-energy type they cannot lead they can only guide and they can only guide when they'reinvited you know there are conditions but they cannot lead and the Dilemma that exists for the projector is that the projector child who is deeply disadvantaged as a child who comes into the world with parents that want wantthem to be manifestors that comes into a world that overloads them that turns them into hyperactive beings for the rest of their lives that drives them constantly to be something that's not that rewires their metabolism I mean projectorsgo through hell as children because they're not recognized and you see people have an odd idea about them they are very very very complex in the in the book that you've been given if you look at uh page
10 11 12 13 those four pages there are different illustrations of different kinds of projectors I mean in my own calculation there's probably seven distinct kinds of projectors there's many different variations they're more complex than any other typeyou can have a projector that only has two centers defined you can have a projector that has eight centers defin you can't just look at a chart and see automatically sometimes that it's a projectory it can be quitequite quite something they're very very complex beings very complex but it all comes back to the same thing and it comes back to one thing and one thing only if you cannot master your world if you cannot masteryour ability to grasp and understand and recognize the other then there's something essential that that's always going to be missing in your life that is going to destroy your life is that you do not have the discernment to
be able to recognize Who belongs in your life Who belongs in your life when you're walking around as a not self- projector with your plug in your hand you plug into anything
The speaker warns about projectors mindlessly plugging into others and absorbing harmful conditioning. He explains how incorrect relationships distort their frequency and lead to dependency and pain.
anything and your not self- mind will rationalize for you that this is good and this is okay and it's all all right and just because it's lousy you'll get out of it and blah blah blah and all thatstuff and it is this mindless plugging into the other that is so destructive to the projector because you have to live off their
frequency see when I see the not self human being walking around I don't look for features I don't look for the expression on their face I don't need to I just feel the aura Brush by and you canfeel the dysfunction in the aura projectors so for me so obviously have dysfunction in their Aura the frequency's wrong and you see they have no way of stabilizing their own frequency because the frequency is established through their meetingwith the other you see projectors and reflectors are very very different in the way in which they deal with the concept of conditioning the different you see the projector because it has a focused Aura is designed to beconditioned it's designed to be conditioned to get the energy it doesn't mean it's designed to give up its Authority but it's designed to take in the condition you need it and so while you're focused on the other you're
taking in this deep conditioning if the other is not correct you know think about your your car you know and you got a nice brand new gasoline car you go into the gas station and fill it up withdiesel yes i' be asking you to SP nice car you know you can you can put put it in your living room and allow people to look at it through the window cuz it's not going to drive anymorethis is projectors see one of my favorite things to say to projectors is that when somebody walks into your life imagine you'd have to eat them no I'm eating it really you'd have to eat them you know there'ssome people that you look at and you think wow they're delicious you know I could eat that you know and there's some people that you would never put on a fork I mean never ever ever put on a
fork I mean just the idea of it is so repellent it's unbelievable but you see as a projector you take everybody in in in a way that is so deep that is so profound you know you you areliterally being yeah invaded you know against your will in that sense quote unquote you're taking them in deeply deeply than you take in a lover deeply that you know I mean this is the projector in the supermarket standingin line you know it's like you're in a gang bang movie no joke okay you know there's 8,000 people pumping you full of stuff see they recognize you you know theydo everybody recognizes projectors which isn't necessarily a good thing by the way for projectors you no you can get noticed at the wrong time not necessarily a good thing but you see my whole concern about the nature of
the projector is that because the strategy is so difficult it is because it's a Time Strategyinvitations you can really wait for invitations eh I mean you know this is not responding this is not bang bang bang Moment by Moment by moment and you see for the projector The Dilemma is that it's not howmany people are in your life it is the value of each being in your life this is the whole thing for projectors to grasp it's all about that ability to be able to recognize the other it's why whenyou you know when I look at the my last 20 years as a teacher of human design uh projectors have an enormous capacity to take in information it's an enormous capacity it's built into them you know this systemsanalysis program you know and when I meet projectors they've either been you know psychologists or astrologers or this and that they've always trying to find that system where they can peer inside and figure out what the other is
all about and there has never been the history of humankind a tool like human design for being able to know somebody inside out and down to their
toes but you cannot just Master it in a moment because despite the fact that you don't care about yourself the fact that you're only focused on the outside doesn't mean that you can avoid being correct you can't andthat you have have an authority and it is there for you to guide you but the key is that you need
tools see this theme of success what does it reallymean you see it's about being able to get to a place as a projector that it is no longer an issue that you are a non energy type it's just no longer an issue and now at the beginningof this process of projectors literally Awakening to what is their role it's a big issue and because it's this big issue you have this blind plugging in and it is devastating for the projector and bitterness you know bitternessis something that is cruel it's cruel it changes the way Everything feels and you see the the joke for me has always been this relationship between the generator and the projector because you see the generator is the greatworker I mean they have to work they have to work in the sense that if they don't physically use their energy they're not going to be healthy so it's very important for them that they work but often because
they are so I speaking of the not self- generator because they're so enslaved into that process that they really don't know how to live projectors are born with I don't want to work ever you know you're a projectorbaby you come out of the womb you look at your mother and say I am never going to work don't ask me don't tell me I don't want to work okay I just want to learn you know I'llgrow up watching you know but don't make me work you know and of course they have to work because their parents want them to be manifestors and they hate it there isn't a projector alive not self- projector thatlikes what they do oh I have to work oh shit I have to work there must be a way around this where can I plug in you know how can I get away from this I don't want to
work I want to plug into somebody who will work for me okay let me plug
in What a Sad life that can be because it leads to dependency it leads to abuse it leads to Blackmail it leads to all kinds of pain it's not the point see the more the potential in any humanbeing the more difficult the journey I mean projectors aren't given a hierarchical position it's a possibility it's a potential like anything else and it has to be earned in a different way it has to be earned through theMastery of their world what you're here for and if you don't Master it if you don't understand how human beings work if you don't understand how to operate correctly you don't get any of that and you certainly don'tget the success that you're here to have where that energy business is not the issue where you are not wandering around with a plug but people with sockets are coming to you here plug in here please well I
don't know
This chapter focuses on projectors' lack of self-worth and the mental traps that follow from it. The speaker introduces practical tools, especially for recognizing when a relationship or invitation is no longer correct.
maybe see projectors have an enormous sense of lack ofself-worth everybody's juicy and running around it doesn't matter whether they're aware of it or not they're always trying to tap into it they never feel like they have what they need they don't it's very easy to see thatthe world is against you it is so easy when you wander in life looking to plug in how many enemies you collect how many people you don't like and you
resent because you never knew who the right people were in the first place in the first place cuz he didn't know how to see them you didn't know how to recognize who is correct for you and who isnot correct for you and if you want to see a type that is mind fucked and I mean mind fucked at a level that goes so high we don't even want to talk about it it's projectors M mindmind mind mind see because it's the curse of being a projector you're given this kind of mind so that you can really probe things and recognize them but is not self that mind becomes an absolute horror
trip and then you go to all those places of openness you know where the conditioning comes in and the mind jumps on it and you have these complex projector Minds who twist and turn the conditioning start making themost insane decisions I mean really insane decisions you know nothing nser than a projector on a mental decisionmaking trip because it you know nothing in life Works without
energy doesn't and projectors of all types they are not here to be alone
I mean they're here to guide others they're here to be able to interact with them be recognized recognize what they need and you can see the mess the planet's in it's not like they're doing their job because they'relost in the other I mean they're lost in the other it is the the irony of being a projector you can only focus on the other and the danger is getting lost in the other and the answer isthat the other has to be correct I mean correct to a point that nobody needs to be more rigid about who they bring into their life than a projector generators in their enveloping Aura it's not personal they canhandle it manifestors will blow it off reflectors got a Teflon AA doesn't touch
them you know projectors pay a deep deep price for not being aware see generators are designed to surrender and projectors projectors must accept until they know you know until they know see every time a projector looks at somebodyelse they see an aspect of their own nature it's always like that the more beings you look at as a projector the more often you get to see who you are how you work but in the end itcomes down to a very simple thing as all things do in this knowledge it comes to your Authority it really does see strategy for a projector is like entering into a career you know you've got to commit sevenyears to being able to develop the skills that you need and of course the Dilemma for a projector because the projector is tied to the seven-year cycle is that you end up with the wrong lovers for seven years
you end up with the wrong jobs for seven yearsyou know because once you're in you get into the lock you know and you figure we'll work it out we'll work it out we'll work it out because after all the projector's trajectory is that they Master something overthat seven-year cycle what they end up mastering is an understanding that they were with the wrong person and they leave them at the end of the seven years what to do you
know see we don't know because we were never taught the rules of interaction how to meet the other and how to know which other is correct for us it's true for all of us discernment is one of myfavorite words because it is a key in this life and if you are somebody who is a projector who is so open to that focus on one being that you're going to be so dependent on what that onebeing provides you you better be so damn sure that's the right being and it means that you can never go get them that you're not here to find them you're here to recognize them when they showup I mean for a projector for their lives all relationships must begin with invitation or those Rel relationships will never be of value never never because the most important thing in a projector's life is their relationships not their
group relationships their one ononerelationships you know you may have 10 of those one-on ones or four of those one-on ones it doesn't matter what the numbers are it is about the correctness of that you cannot afford to be with the wrong peopleyou can't you have no way of protecting yourself none whatsoever none it is so easy as a projector to be manipulated by your environment
easy see it takes time the most beautiful thing about the relationship of the knowledge to project is that this knowledge is inherently logical it goes in very very deep everything about human design is that it is practical andeverything about the process for the projector is to be able to have practical tools to be able to survive in this world of energy
The discussion shifts to personality color, motivation, and cognition as key analytical tools. The speaker explains how projectors can use these tools to detect when others pull them away from their true direction.
types there's um
if you go to the very very inside cover front page inside cover this is a graphing of
color and this graphing of color that is there is beneath each line six colors and what color represents is that color represents on the personality side your underlyingmotivation every human being has an underlying motivation we have a thematic motivation that we find underneath our personality Sun and Earth and when you are not operating correctly you do not operate according to the motivation that is correctfor you and if your motivation is not correct then you do not have cognition which means you do not have the intelligence potential to be able to discern the way in which you have at least you were designedto have true potential to discern for projectors personality color is something that is enormously important it has the same value for a projector that responding has for a generator and that's quite something to say in other words itis an essential tool for projectors in the work that we do in the ihds that is RA psychology that the basis of of RA psychology is to begin to understand the nature of Personality transference and personality transference is
the way in which other people take you away from your true motivation now by the way the way that works is harmonic so if your personality color is a one and you're not operating correctly it will function asa four if it's a two it'll work as a five it's a it's a three it'll work as a six and so forth and the reason that I mentioned this is that it is so important for projectors tograsp think about the situation here you are a projector somebody comes up to you you're not emotional you're just a unemotional projector somebody comes up to you uh they say to you you know that that they would reallylike to take you out to lunch and um in that moment you have this invitation from them and in that moment your Authority let's say you're splenic you get this intuition okay you go for it and you say
yes okay so you go to lunch and over lunch things begin to heat up you know I mean uh it's it's getting exciting it looks like this could be an interesting relationship you're plugged into this person you enteredinto it correctly everything seems to be okay and it may be okay it may be okay for a week it may be okay for a month but you have to remember that that other person is not self Imean they're not real their relationship to you is not real they don't love themselves they can't imagine how it would be to love anybody else they're just hoping you might love them you know I mean it's not likeyou're dealing with Buddha you you know it's just another another Joe or Jane who doesn't know what's going on you know and there you are with I I I said okay you know I accepted this invitation right okay
now think about the Dilemma for the projector you can't keep on expecting the invitation from these people every day on and on and on and on and on you know uh would you like to have a conversation nowand it goes on and on and on all these endless invitations they're non generators this is very different being you see for the projector that strategy of invitation is not about anything banal or mundane the glory of thegenerator is that they have mundane truth in other words every single aspect of life can be dealt with honestly with a yes and no in their response but if you're a projector you're only limited to large themes whichfriend which lover which job big things you know where to be you know these kinds of things that are major issues in the life this is what the invitation is all about because you see all the little stuff
that comes from the conditioning of others that you plug into when you plug into the life force but there's nothing to say that that person that you agreed in a correct invitation to enter into that life with themisn't to say that two weeks later that it is impossible for you to find out and notice there's something wrong because things change and because projectors are hooked on that plugging in if they don't have a tool forrecognizing when things are wrong they stayed plugged in until the whole thing becomes a problem and hopefully for them eventually there's a way to get
out in um in Rave psychology I train people to do what's called color transfer analysis and basically what this is is a tool for projectors to understand your motivation the way in which you are here to be drivenand to understand that well enough so that with your mind because there's no better mind for analysis than projectors that you can recognize the moment that anyone is pulling you away from your motivation and the moment they're pullingyou away you know that whether the invitation was okay two weeks ago it ain't okay
The speaker describes how bitterness develops when projectors stay in wrong situations too long. He stresses the importance of invitations, recognition, and the projector's role in guiding others through correct relationships.
anymore because projectors need to have their door they have a right to adore they have a right to be able to unplug they have a right to get out you know this is one of the dilemmas of bitternessthe bitterness doesn't come from the beginning the bitterness comes from the middle you know the middle of the process where it sets in that it wasn't
right and traditionally the not self- projector only finds out that the decision was wrong when it goes bad you know when it's all too late when they've already suffered when they've gone through years of trying to make itbetter and figure out how to make it work and all that stuff that they go
through and you see I would never introduce this level of the knowledge because it's quite something to understand this level of the knowledge to anybody else but projectors in that sense because they have to have it and itis an indication of what their trajectory is in the process that is to master that in order for them to function correctly they have to master at a deeper level than anyone else it's not enough for a projectorto understand the surface of human design it isn't it never will be I mean you can give a manifestor and a generator a two sentence reading and send them on their way and everything's okay you know in aprojector it takes seven years seven years you have to be there you have to truly understand how it works and you see it's at that point that you can see the power because as I said I don't want
to just sit on the negatives this week I mean you know there's something very very beautiful about this capacity to master and focus human beings human beings are blind the vast Ma majority of this planet are sheep theydon't know where to go what to do how to do it when to do it where to do it they don't know any of these things they are lost in the Maya and yet it is the magic ofany projector that is correct to be able to attract to them attract remember the word is attract to attract to them those that will recognize they are a force that can change their lives and they can how beautifulit is to have those beings here on this plane that can tell you which way to go you know there are so many lost souls out here and you see this is the special relationship that exists between the
projector and the generator as anideal see the generator with all its incredible power it needs to respond it is only going to live out the beauty of its power if it has something correct to respond to as a manifestor I find it verydifficult to ask generators or anybody else anything it's not really my trip you know manifestors are not that kind you know we're not very good at that we at least we can inform once in a while you knowbut I mean projectors are designed to see the need and potential of every generator they're here to be of service to the generator I mean that's what they're here for they're the ones that are here to ask thequestion they're the ones that are here to make the invitation you know they're the ones who get the generator to respond and of course they want something in return quid proquo it's the way it goes you know this
is the potential honesty because of course after all that relationship is a relationship that can only operate through respect it's one of the things that I've tried to teach projectors learn to ask questions it's so cratic you knowit's so be beautiful intellectually if you grasp it there is nothing more profound than a good question I mean I love good questions when you think about the generator session you know generators asking each other questions how profoundthat is how powerful that is how amazing that is and yet most generators are very insecure about what questions to ask somebody you know it's like it's not uh I remember Maryanne you made this this this list ofall you know examples of the kinds of questions you can ask but you see projectors are natural because they're actually designed not to ask you questions that don't matter they're here to recognize you and they recognize you in
a way that nobody else can it's why we are so uncomfortable with the not self- projector because that not self- projector we lost the light okay the not self- projector you know it just goes right in there Burrowsin it can be so uncomfortable and when they're not correct it's very uncomfortable but when they are when you need them they're the ones that go inside you they're the ones that go right to your identity you knowthey put their little oric fish right around your monopole you know and I just hold on like this and say I got you I got you I got you and I know who you are you know and theygo through this process where in that whole oric movement are all these little investigative things going on they're sucking up all the data they're taking it all in and you see if they're right if they're correct the question
that they can then ask ask is a question that's worthy for the generator to respond to one way or another it's not about don't misunderstand what I'm saying it is you know it's not that the projector will alwaysask the right question in terms of the answer is always yes sometimes the right question brings no so it should you know it is simply about knowing what question to ask see if you're a projector and you wantto have a great experiment with people and really have a trip with them whenever they talk to you only ask them a question in return no no no it's quite an experiment eh it takes incredible discipline and youreally have to be sharp but it's wonderful and you'll notice right away which people are annoyed and the ones that are annoyed you scratch them out of your little book okay you know because they don't want you to
be a projector they just want your attention nothing else see Pro projectors are Humanity's teddy bears not
Randy they are you know it's the I have somebody who pays attention to me you know I mean uh if you're bored or lonely invite a projector to lunch you'll you'll you'll feel like a king or queen forthe day they're going to give you all that attention they're going to focus on you it's going to feel terrific you're going to feelwonderful it's why projectors are used and abused if you're a projector and you try to get a divorce haha good luck hey what a battle that's going to be you see even if you're partner hates your guts Imean even if they despise the very ground you walk on the hardest thing in the world for them to do is give up that attention it's hard to do you see we have mutual addictions in the not selfyou know the pro the projector that is addicted to plugging in with the person who's addicted to having the attention and the one who's addicted to having the attention wants the attention because it makes them feel like somebody
likes them loves them thinks they're worthy thinks they'reimportant even if it's not true they hold on to it so projectors get lost in that whole movie that they lose both ways it's a lose lose situation for
them it's all about the knowledge it's very very detailed you know a projector has to go very deep they have to go deeper than anybody else they have to learn things that really don't even matter to other peoplethey need to understand it all it's what gives them their power you see they get their energy from knowledge you know it's different they don't thrive on the natural source of energy it's their knowledge that gives them accessto the right energy or not or not and so when you enter into the projector process you enter into a real journey
This section examines split definition in projectors and how it intensifies longing for completion. The speaker explains how this can turn into self-blame or blaming others, deepening bitterness and psychological trap.
I say over and over again my dilemma with having to introduce this knowledge to adults because I empathize deeply with projectors I do you know it's not the instant gratification of a generator it isn't it's different you knowit takes a different approach a long-term approach a different view but it takes a real dedication to the knowledge it's not so easy in that sense for projectors to have the moment by moment gratification and success for themis as they gain awareness concept by concept by concept it's this grasping of how things work that give the projector its power and each time they grasp how something works it gets integrated deeper and deeper into this veryvery analytical system they're masters of looking at the world and they're all wearing these masks so they cannot
see and it comes back as always to understanding something strategy is a secondary thing for the projector but Authority is always there for them and to learn to trust that Authority because in the beginning it's the only thingthat protects them from the wrong other you know when you begin your process in human design is a projector you have people in your life you know it's normal and of course those people in your life they're aproblem for you they are they hold you to all that conditioning they expect you to be the way they expect you to be the way you have been they don't want you probing them they just want your attentionand nothing else and they normally want your attention on their terms and if you don't give it to them they take their energy away and they say the hell with you so you become enslaved to them and bitter
about it on top of them it can be so sad that kind of life you know so it takes a very very deep commitment you bury yourself in the knowledge you know these are the only students of minethat are allowed to get so absorbed in the knowledge that they don't live the truth cuz that'll come it'll come but they have to get very very very absorbed in the knowledge because that logical truth settles in layerby layer by layer by layer until it's time it emerges it does but it's the Mastery that matters and the questions and the questions to know how to ask a question this is the great goal of a projectorhere is where their real power is there are two areas of the projector that I really want to talk about and um both of them represent deep dilemas for the projector and the first is to talk about the
projector that is a split
definition the moment that we have a split definition about 45% of humanity have split definitions and I'm not talking about triple splits or quadruple splits I'm just talking about two areas of definition separated from each other a basicsplit definition about 45% of humanity have this and of course what that means is that you have a uh fundamental openness in you that is always looking for a bridge always always looking for a bridge when we talkabout in analytical training about understanding the hierarchy of conditioning that though we look at conditioning generally through open centers and the strategies the not self strategies of open centers that when you're dealing with a split definition that thedeepest conditioning is in the bridges itself in other words one is always looking for that way to be whole remember the genetic imperative that we have that is the way in which we are designed genetically is that we
are designed to be attracted to something that is different it is what keeps the gene pool viable and because we are fundamentally attracted to what is different it means that we are always attracted to what is not usin that sense and that if you're a split definition that very openness waiting for that bridge means that you're deeply deeply deeply longing for that completion we already know the Dilemma of the projector in the sense that theyare wandering around trying to find the right sources to align to but when you're dealing with the projector that is a split definition on top of it it can become both obsessive and dangerous for them and it leadsto something that anyone with a split definition really begins to express and that is blame blame and one of the great great places for the expression of projector bitterness is through blame let's say that you're a projector and
all it takes to bring your split together is one single activation just a gate that's you blaming yourself that thing that you don't have you blame yourself that you don't have it and you spend your whole life lookingfor it and you will plug into anyone who has it in the hope that it'll sort of rub off on you and of course it does not and so you blame yourself I don't have that thing therefore Iam not worthy I am not good and if I had that thing everything would beterrific so these beings who have a split definition that are projectors and they only have one gate necessary to bring the bridge together they are always bitter about themselves we're not bitter about the world they're bitter about themselvesthey're bitter about how they look and the way they are and it goes on and on and on and on and on because they are constantly blaming themselves for lacking this wholeness and then you have the other side
of the coin you have the projectors who are a split definition and it takes more than a channel to bring it together and there are a lot of these projectors and they blame everybody they don't blame themselves theydon't know how to blame themselves they blame everybody for everything that doesn't work and one of the ways in which this bitterness gets so deep in the projected process is that the longer they indulge and blame the Richerthe bitterness is
and you see because projectors have this gift for recognizing they are not self- projector is very good at recognizing not self things to blame I mean it's great at being able to blame wonderful blameshame quite a thing and then all of it goes back to the same dilemma see if you're a generator and you're a split definition you have your moment by moment authority to guide you you don't end up inthe same trip though the conditioning is there but if you're a projector you're so dependent on the energy resource and then on top of that there is this sense of lack of completion within yourself that you end upplugging into the wrong thing and it becomes a horrendous trap for you psychologically as as well as
The speaker reflects on cynicism, dishonesty, and the projector's struggle to find truth. He argues that projectors must become highly discerning and that their future depends on awakening to that responsibility.
physically and you never get to face the truth you never get to see things the way they could be seen oh blame is a horrendous thing he I mean I know there's no choice no blame no fault shouldand to indulge in such things it's like me being a freak you know I'm pure individual I wake up in the morning and I'm melancholic now when I wake up in the morning and I'm melancholic I don't sayto myself what's wrong you know there is nothing wrong I just happen to be displaying my basic chemistry it's what it's about see for a projector to really be able to live in peace they have to be ableto move away from that bitterness and for the split projector how difficult it can be to get out of the bitterness because the other is so so important and it's always the wrong other I mean I I have
known so many projectors um boy did they do a lot lousy job on picking Partners no really you know they do a lousy job they're just not good at it because it's not what they're about they're not hereto find a partner they're here to be found you know they're here to be invited they're here to be recognized they're here to be respected and the projectors that I have known you know it's poof they're plugged inyou know I mean that's it in the end that's all they'll really can say about that relationship you know well I was pluggedin you know I had dinner lunch breakfast you know I was plugged in you know I got to buy new clothes each year and this this I was plugged in yeah yeah that was it nothing
else see we're so stupid about people aren't we it's so easy to be fooled by people isn't it it just is I mean I know I've watched my own movie you know I think somebody's going to be thisand they turn out to be that what the hell to do you know you can't trust the not self to do right you can you can only hope only chances are they're going to mess it up anyway butit's this blame it's a disease these are the people that you know blame the world blame God blame the government you know blame the schools blame the parents blame the children blame the dog endless endless endless blame andall as a way to try to answer their own bitterness I'm bitterness because you fuck me up you know that's why I'm bitter you know you're to blame for messing up my life you're to blame for this you're
to blame for that it's the disease of splits it's the curse of projectors to be a split and have that open and be unaware the first thing is that you never get to see what the other can beyou know experience teaches you that the other is only going to bring you bitterness that's what happens these endless not self rounds of relationships that all leave a bad taste in your mouth until you can't imagine that tastedisappearing you can't and so the cynicismbegins see projectors can be very very wise beings they know a lot of stuff and when all of that is twisted their minds can get so ugly about the way in which they look at the world and beingsin it they stop having respect for other people they stop seeing the plug becomes everything and it all becomes well maybe the next one maybe maybe see everything in their life is about people these very special relationships and
if you are a split definition projector you have to be Solomon in your discernment you know you have to be so wise in who you allow near you and you see the great fear of the projector is ifI reject I have nojuice but then you don't understand how powerful you are as a force of attraction projectors are deeply deeply attractive beings they get attention whether they want it or not they will always get attention it may not be thekind of attention they like because after all they're not self so they're going to get odd kinds of attention it's not like if they reject somebody that there won't be a replacement their will see we don't know howto be honest with each other we don't and projectors are relationship Liars they just are they can't afford to be honest they can't there's too great a risk not honest in their relationships and you see what kind of
a relationship can you possibly have if you're not going to be honest I mean you can't there's no value to it there's none none and you see nobody nobody gains from that I mean we need the resource ofprojectors on this plane that are awake that are
aware it's absolutely essential you know this is what our future demands but it begins not with the fact that there may be that potential for projectors it begins with the Dilemma that projectors are so conditioned that as agroup that they are so deeply deeply lost in the Maya no fault of theirs e no blame in
that you know one of the things to understand about this knowledge is that it's hierarchical it's elitist there's only certain people that ever get direct access to this knowledge there's not that many projectors in the world that haveany inkling of an idea of what it is to be a projector it's the beginning of a process it's the beginning of an educational process I have some projectors in my life who have already gone through a seven-yearcycle you can see the difference it takes time you know it will take generations of work to begin to have you know a projector M that is really displaying what is that potential it's work and it goes backto the very basis of this knowledge that says everything in this life is accomplished by you and you alone and nobody else it's you if it doesn't happen in you if it doesn't work in you you know it's
you nobody can make it happen for you you nobody can take you there you see a projector has to find within themselves that deep deep lust for the truth nobody is more interested in the truth than Projectors noone no one this is their business and when you think about the Dilemma that they are incredible Liars you begin to wonder about the discovery of Truth and who's going to guide others to that truth how many projectorsguide people to lies a lot I mean lies are much more successful in the TR than the truth in this world we know that you know somebody doing an angel wing convention will get a lot more people thanme you know it's the way this stuff works
The focus turns to self-protection and the need for projectors to reject the wrong people. The speaker frames 'no' as a sacred act of authority that helps projectors reclaim their worth and stop being used.
no see my concern is that for the projector everything comes back to the very very basic of the interaction see to look at the projector and to look at it within the context of the split definition and tounderstand all the pressure that is there is again to get back to the basic issue the basic issue is you know if you don't bring the right people into your life everything goes wrong everything no exceptions you knowno exception well you know I've known this person a long time and blah blah blah and I can't really be you know this and I can't reject them and give me a break direct it's not about them it'sabout you this is the most selfish knowledge that exists this is about you not anybody else when somebody is there and they need to be rejected you reject them this about you not about them doesn't matter if they
don't like it or if it hurts their feelings or this or that what you know big deal
it's about you if you do not protect yourself no one will there's nobody here to look after you this is the myth we are only here to look after ourselves otherwise you're lost in thecircus and you see for a projector this is something holy to stand in their own authority and to be able to sayno no such a great word hey I mean I love no you know no is really cool yes is kind of well I mean I'm an ego person when I say yes it just means work you know it'simmediate translation yes work yes work no is like no work you know I love to say no you want to do this no terrific and they leave you alone which is really nice right no and you think youknow if you tell them no long enough they won't ask you anymore it's not true they keep coming back for more they keep trying you know can I no you know it becomes a disease I want that no
that's the power of Seduction you'll see what a pro proor doesn't understand is that they are a quantity that the other wants literally you know like an item on the Shelf in the supermarket oh I like that Iwant some of that and then they come to you and you go no and all your life you've been saying yes right so you end up being that commodity I mean they treat you exactly the way they foundyou but the moment you say no they're immediately confused you know they got a problem then uh this wasn't supposed to work this way um you were supposed to just plug in and everything was going to be coolright and why aren't you doing that you know they get really upset they've got a problem they can't use you they want your attention until the projector understands that this is your greatest asset this is the thing that
allows other people to put up with you cuz they love attention oh human beings love attention don't we we all do and you see you don't get attention from generators you don't because it's never personal it's just thisnice enveloping Aura you know I mean you can be there and never talk to them and they're happy you're there and you're happy they're there and you don't have anything to do with each other and you're just inthis hor and it's all okaynot
projectors see there is
a human beings have such a bad sense of themselves that they're afraid they're afraid to say no they're afraid because they don't think that what's right for them will ever come so they'll take second best third best fourthbest fifth best because they're afraid that there won't be that thing that they can plug into you're and all they have to understand is that the other wants them wants their attention loves their attention needs their attention it'snot like you know what you have now with the not- self projector is the myth that the projector sucks energy from others you know the leech projector you know that illusion but the fact of the matter is thatthe way it actually operates in the not self is that the other wants that attention and puts up with the leeching because they want the attention the attention is more valuable to them than the annoyance of whatever they
think they're losing in the interaction they want the attention because they don't feel worthy they don't feel that anybody loves them how nice oh oh she he paid attention to me oh do I feel good yeah yeah butitsells you know so projectors get used so easily they get hooked and the thing that stands between them and wholeness is the ability to put up their hand and sayno
no I'm only going to plug in where I want to plug in you know I'm not going to miss anything and you see when you do that you learn something wonderful you begin to see your power because yousee they're not going to go awayonce you do that to them they will never go away never I mean even if they're thousands of miles physically away they've never gone away they will go to sleep at night thinking maybe this time I can gettheir attention you know you see when you send them away you begin to recognize Who You Are you know that you are valuable and that you have to be treated according to yourworth and you'll see they'll come back and it's fun by the way you can begin to enjoy saying no not today you know no no no no no I don't use that kind of diesel you know don't need
that today it's so easy but it comes from inner courage that you can be all right within yourself human design is learning to love yourself because you run your life nobody else not the genetic imperative not people's tripsnot the not self not the lack of awareness you run your life for from your Authority and it's only from that place that you can put your hand up and say
The speaker warns about emotional projectors, their volatility, and the danger of acting in the heat of the moment. He explains that emotional clarity requires patience and that others cannot be trusted with immediate access.
no and it's a holy thing to say make them all wait send them away until they recognize you and respect you and if they don't keep on saying no torment them drive them crazy they deserve it let themgo to sleep with it in their heads it's their problem not yours it's the same thing when you come to the emotions you know if you want to I create a chart of the most fucked up people youknow and near the top is the split definition emotionalprojector you know I mean this is riding on the Titanic you know and you go down with the ship I mean there is nothing like an emotional projector to plug in at the wrong times E I mean they'reso good at plugging in at the wrong time that I mean we should film that and show it to people because it's really something to see you know the emotional projector high on their wave plugging into the most
horrendous piece of shit right and thinking that it's heaven you know and waking up in the morning and knowing that it was not heaven oh they will take in people that I mean Mother Teresa wouldn't take these peopleinto her life you know I mean unbelievable what they would take into their lives these are dangerous dangerous people they are they are so unpredictable I mean the emotion you know one can not play around with the emotionsno truth in the now you know how beautiful that is simple right to the point just about impossible for emotional people to grasp at first you know I mean it's so hard not to not to release at youremotional moment you know someone enrages you in the moment and there's this huge emotional bubble that's rising in you it's tough not to kill in that moment you know it's tough not to be shrieking and Howling in that
moment and all the regrets the next day uh poor things yes and the bitterness and the blame you know
oh and at the other end of the scale you don't want to wake up in the morning with a emotional projector partner who's in a shitty mood you know it's like waking up with a till of the hunI mean your life's at risk you know because it can be so chaotic and you see they're dependent on the other and it's a two-way street that that goes into your G Center is now carrying an emotional TimeBomb you get up in the morning and there's this that's going right in you you know this is not the strategy that says I'll slowly bring up the subject and we'll begin to work things out this is themoment that they're conscious and near you you can feel it going into your G Center like a hammer on a brick and they're right there with
it see so difficult to be an emotional being I mean I understand I really do I know what that is I can remember one day many years ago touring in Germany and uh we took a wrong road somewhereand I had a an emotional partner at the time and um I think we were somewhere in East Germany I have no idea we were really lost and um we were supposedly on our way to Hamburg which isnormally about a 4-Hour drive and we it was a very tight timing because I had a class and uh we were lost and I'm I'm very unemotional and all of a sudden I feel this emotional energy in mybody you know I'm sitting beside this guy and and he's cranking he I mean he is so angry there's an emotional emotional manifestor really angry and the anger is Raging inside of his system and I can feel this
coming into me and I decide I'm just going to watch this movie and at some point he realizes how to get around and we make this bizarre U-turn end up in some oh really strange place but anyway weeventually end up back on the highway and of course at that moment ending up back of the highway I assumed that as an emotional being that he would sort of you know it would drop you know this frequencywould just let go right and I'm sitting there it took two hours for this energy in his body to finally calm down and it it was a great lesson for me I mean it was the first time inmy process because I grew up as any unemotional person does being very prejudiced against the emotional system it was the first time I had any real empathy I got it what I understood was you know that awareness or
Clarity isn't going to stop a wave from completing its motion you can't just stop a wave doesn't happen unless you kill them there's a movement and the movement has to complete and you see everything for the emotional beingis to understand something about themselves if you are an emotional person you're here to be deep if you're an emotional projector you're here to be incredibly deep but it means you have to have patience patience there is notruth in the now the projector with the split that sends somebody away the emotional projector always sends people away all the time good bad and different you must always send them away always one of the things to understandabout being an emotional person is that nobody has a right to make a deal to have access to you in a moment no one no one because you cannot make that agreement in the moment you cannot you cannot
know if it's so and it is a basic law of understanding what it means to be an emotional person you don't do things in the now you don't rush in you wait and as a projector you have tounderstand that when you push away they don't go away so don't worry you'll get another chance to assess them in your wave but you see the great dilemma in the not self- projector's life who is emotional is thatthey emotionalize their blame they get cranked up they get hysterical and because they're designed to be one-on-one with people they run around making one-on-one connections with others unleashing all of theirblame and then they have to live with the consequences get you know they have to live with the way and which other people think of them and see them see emotional beings who do not wait out the wave
others will never trust them you can't you can't
The closing section returns to the projector's highest role: asking the right questions and opening doors for others. The speaker emphasizes uniqueness, guidance without control, and the projector's contribution to aligning generator energy.
what you know for somebody who does such intellectual work and that is the basis of my work it's a privilege for me to have projectors as students always has been but it's not enough you know I mean itisn't you know it is this deep dedication to this process as a projector if you do not master your world you're going to be a victim and it means we're all going to be victims truly I mean Iknow that's a sort of a grand non-practical statement but it really is the truth this is a plane in which we do lack guidance in which there are not enough truly good questions as a teacher over 20 yearsteaching this knowledge I can count on one hand the really good questions I've been asked you knowI mean the question is the opening to Satori the right question can shatter a being can awaken them can transform them you see the projector is not here to discuss the mundane they're here to ask the right questions
and they're here to ask the right questions because they have the gift of being able to absorb and focus on another in a way that as an other themselves they can truly grasp what's there and know what toask that force in order to move them in a way that is correct for them at least to open up the opportunity for them to respond this way or that to whatever it may be it's these questions welack
you see answers are not important funny enough not when you come to what the projector is good for you see there is no Universal answer I am here as proof that there is only unique truth each of usand each being has the right to the correct question it's not a homogenized question it's not a generic how are you today you know it's not about that it is the great gift that lies within the projector toknow precisely what question can be transforming in the other's life and it is a question that carries with it no agenda it is not a question in which the projector prefers a certain answer this is the not selfit is a question that arises out of awareness of the other this is the role of projector projector does not guide by telling you what to do projector does not lead by performing
themselves the way in which a projector guides is that they simply ask the right question that's all that's their potential this this is what I hope for in the future more and more projectors who truly understand their naturewho are not victims who are not full of blame who have the right people in their lives and can begin to express thisgift it's a great gift it is what outer Authority is all about for a projector you know it's like uh the doctor who looks at you and seems to know exactly the question to ask you in order toget the information they need in order to be able to work with you it's the question and it's not a random question it's a question that allows for a honing in and an opening up of a possibility andbecause the projector has the gift of recog recognizing they not only recognize the potential of the being but they can recognize the potency of the question itself how profound that can be and when you're a projector and you
can ask the right question you will be a success you know I mean this is what it is it's about living out your role on this PL and obviously there are many variations profiles and designs and whatever thecase may be motivations and all the things that are there and if any of those things are alien to you then you better sign up for some courses and find out how it all works because if you're aprojector you know this is the foundation of your process you must learn as much as you can the more you learn the deeper you will be in the beauty of you you you know I always have these momentswhere I can look at any of the variations and I can seeyeah how beautiful the whole construct is how extraordinary it would be if everything within that construct really operated the way it should or could
I mean I I look forward to those kinds of questions I mean you know because the question that is a question for me is not a question for somebody else and if I treasure anything I treasure uniqueness itis what the projector is here for to be able to recognize the uniqueness and potential in the other and to be able to bring that out not by Leading not by kicking or beating you know just asking aquestion and by the way if they don't get it tough you know because it's not about wanting them to get it or needing them to get it because then you're stuck in their movie isn't about any of thatsee I don't care if anybody ever gets human design I never have a one person at a time I let them know if it doesn't work I don't care it just wasn't meant to be that's all you have
to understand that as a projector you can guide you can open up a door but you cannot take their hand and pull them through just door opening it's what these questions are all about and open a door forhuman productivity the essential relationship between the projector and the generator is that the generator has all the power has all the pure energy and yet the generator needs guidance not leadership they are not sheep they are wolves ifthey are correct but they still have to pick up the scent that leads them in the right direction they still need to be able to respond in order to get to that correctness and you see projectors better thananybody else know what energy is because after all their whole life is dependent on recognizing it in others and so their gift in that question is a gift that is able to touch at the very core of what
is the fertility of life you know it is there contribution to aligning this great generative force that creates the world most generators are homogenized building the same things that fall down it's time to change that so we uhwe'll keep on giving projectors discounts hustling them into the classroom teaching them as much as we can and I wait for the questions it's my signpost okay folks that's it for today